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Dream walker Dream walker
May 19, 2022 194 2 Mins Read
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No Plagiarism!PFTPpnkTvaajkAipNv08posted on PＥNAＮＡ

那晚，我們在無數冤魂的見證下發生了關係。

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我沒有愛上她，正如前面所說，

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一個悲傷的人，只需要注射一點快樂就能活，

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這讓我勉強還能找到一點點自己還活著的感覺。

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第二天早上我便離開了她，不告而別。

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留給她的電話是假的，

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缺乏社會歷練的她沒有當面打過來確認，

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社交軟體的帳號我也封鎖了她，

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我給她注射了快樂，

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讓她得以在這俗世暫時的苟延殘喘，

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然後我就消失在她的生命裡。

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我不是聖人，沒有必要背負任何人的業障與壓力，我能給的只有那麼多。

下一次見到她是在3年後，

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夜晚的街道上，飄著細雨。

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她搭著一個矮胖男人的肩膀從我身旁擦身而過。

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男人一手撐著雨傘，

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另一手摟著她的腰看上去十分輕浮。

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那時的她抹著厚厚的濃妝，穿著艷麗，

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叼著從前她討厭的菸。

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身上多了很多刺青，

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她的手腕有著一道道疤痕。

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她的眼睛變了，變得跟我一樣。

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雖然掛著笑容，

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但從眼神裡我看不到一點快樂的感覺。

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「好與壞都是別人定義的，沒有人可以幫你決定你要成為什麼樣的人。」

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這是我對她說過的。

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當時我給她施打了快樂，

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她也罹患了快樂成癮症，

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不斷瘋狂得索求著活著的快感，

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來麻痺伴隨而來的戒斷症狀。

我倆對視了一眼，似乎是認出我來了，

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於是我倆停了下來，

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「謝謝你，把我變成如今這副模樣。」

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她冷冷地說著。

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「至少你活下來了。」

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我點了一根菸，

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吐了一口。

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「你以為我想活著嗎？」

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她有些激動的說道。

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「寶貝，怎麼回事？你認識這個人？」

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那個男人不解的問。

「不關你的事。」女孩回應，

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男人似乎被她嚇到了，

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我想女孩從來沒表現過現在這個樣子。

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「你現在的眼睛，還是很美。」

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說完我便頭也沒回的走了。

「你給我回來！不要再離開我一次！求求你....」

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我一直往前走，直到我聽不見女孩的哭喊。

我不知道我是在幫她還是害她，

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對我來說，活著跟死沒有區別，

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但活下去，至少還能得到快樂，

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至少還能欺騙自己，

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一切都會好轉的。

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