This is it. Big day for Ben.445Please respect copyright.PENANA0CqkcYihed
I couldn't say everything went smoothly. When he first told Mama what was troubling him, the woman literally broke down. I've lost count of the times her dreaded slipper left marks on his body except for the eyes. What I only remembered were the number of days she deemed him non-existent and the times that her treatment tortured him.445Please respect copyright.PENANABRpLIlXviX
But gladly, he made it out in one piece. After five days of silent treatment and a heart-to-heart talk, Mama finally gave him her blessing and all the manna our family could afford.445Please respect copyright.PENANAUtfWbEGqu3
Which is why on the day of his wedding, the other Opiana boys prepared the food for the feast, while I took the responsibility of making sure that the hair, makeup, and gown of the lucky bride, Naya, looked presentable.445Please respect copyright.PENANAasx8QJbto3
Before the makeup, I gathered her black, wavy hair in an updo and adorned it with a do-it-yourself headpiece made of fresh jasmine flowers before proceeding to the makeup. It took me late nights to study the looks of Yamada Yu, Song Hye-kyo, and the Squid Game hottie, to see what would perfectly match her skin tone. After fifteen minutes, I achieved the desired look and smiled in satisfaction. I double-checked the details of her wedding dress and nodded to myself, seeing that nothing went wrong.445Please respect copyright.PENANAmZwWWosKpX
"Alright. You're all set," I said, watching the bride admire herself in the mirror. "Ben's eyes will never leave you now."445Please respect copyright.PENANAGJhxRcHnzM
She faced me with an undeniable gleam in her eyes.445Please respect copyright.PENANAUyVmePSqf1
"Thank you so much, Judy," she said, taking my hands. "You saved our lives, you and your family."445Please respect copyright.PENANAauh3lc88g9
I smiled at her remark and replaced my hands with a bouquet of white calla lilies. But something popped into my mind that I couldn't bask in the glory for a long time.445Please respect copyright.PENANAJRqJrINozi
"Um, Naya, is it okay for me to leave? I have something important to do," I said.445Please respect copyright.PENANAK02rJrUh1w
"Sure."445Please respect copyright.PENANAOJTJvme3LW
I rushed to the room where Ben was grooming up to check how he was doing. The door was left ajar, so I could see his twin Dan fixing his suit, and in a way, trying to keep him from getting cold feet. I smiled. Despite looking literally different, these boys stuck together like glue from the day they were born.
Knowing that Ben didn't need my presence anymore, I found myself ambling toward a wide, makeshift hall where the rest of the boys were preparing food. Most of them were naked from the waist up, wearing only knee-length shorts or worn-out denim pants. My eyes widened in amazement as their broad shoulders bore a large, bound hog, as their strong hands stuffed a bamboo stick inside the beast's mouth, and as their muscled fingers drew out its blood without breaking a sweat.445Please respect copyright.PENANACNB4TkyrOq
My lips pursed, picturing how it felt to be one of them. But mama strictly confined me to the fabrics of this knee-length Sunday dress. The itch crept quickly throughout my body that I wanted to wriggle out of the stupid clothing at the soonest time possible.445Please respect copyright.PENANAG6qp2YqRRH
I snapped out of the thought when Lev, one of my elder brothers, called out.445Please respect copyright.PENANAnrsbGVKJoW
"Are you lost, baby girl?" he asked. "You're supposed to be with the bride, right?"445Please respect copyright.PENANAn09NiuNEeq
I controlled the urge to attack him at his downright insult.445Please respect copyright.PENANA2PfrzBejSt
"I am done," I replied. "I'm here if you need help."445Please respect copyright.PENANAnGiuPeQaJQ
He scoffed, waving his hand dismissively. "What do you know about roasting a pig? You're not needed here. Go back to Naya, where your service is more useful."445Please respect copyright.PENANAOE41y9Nc1I
A chorus of mocking laughter echoed along the seven pillars of the mess hall. My chest pounded with a fit of anger I could not get rid of. Who on earth would want to be in my position right now?445Please respect copyright.PENANA96uOjaE4YF
The only one who did not join the "fun" was Joe, whose words stopped the boys from barking. His fingers curled like an eagle's claws on Lev's shoulder, causing the latter to tremble like a rat.445Please respect copyright.PENANA1C59X9MkxS
"Even small ants can carry a big worm," Joe told the younger man. "Let him help."445Please respect copyright.PENANAVvzZ6s7Qgs
"S-sure, man," Lev stammered and quickly returned to his task.445Please respect copyright.PENANAUquwSlRUHV
Joe walked over to me and handed me a wallet thick with bills.445Please respect copyright.PENANAx4Q5Yru3p5
"We're out of liver spread," he told me. "Hurry up and buy some."445Please respect copyright.PENANAr7OwIc9YJm
I nodded. "Okay... How many?"445Please respect copyright.PENANAv4LseHu4QI
"As many as it can cover," he answered. Then he added swiftly, "Ram."445Please respect copyright.PENANAw1RmDBvtWG
Oh. Brand-specific.445Please respect copyright.PENANAluTWRLTGoo
"Eh... What if there's no Ram?"445Please respect copyright.PENANAhaOFZEz3El
His brow arched.445Please respect copyright.PENANArwekivc0Wt
"No Ram, no caldereta. Now go."445Please respect copyright.PENANADrJfo56lo3
I shivered. "Ah... Yes, sir!"445Please respect copyright.PENANAAaLT1rgRYv
That and I hurried to the market to look for a liver spread named Ram before he thinks of slamming my face on the scorching cauldron of boiled rice.
Luckily, we have finished the food preparation early, so we were able to attend our second brother's wedding. The monoblock chairs in the church have been filled with relatives from both sides, so the need to accommodate all the guests made us boys and 'girl' stand before the windows like a firing squad. Mama who was sitting beside Dan dried her tears from time to time with her handkerchief. So did the mother of Naya who sought comfort in the arm of her husband.445Please respect copyright.PENANAoh6CLoqM7Y
"Do you, Benjamin Opiana, take Naomi Dela Cruz as your lawfully wedded wife, for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, till death do you part?" The pastor asked monotonously.445Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ7jwUUzEk
"I do," my brother answered, his eyes beaming, and a genuine smile plastered in his face.445Please respect copyright.PENANA9KP72OAD3j
The pastor turned to our new sister-in-law.445Please respect copyright.PENANAhzj1NKRyNp
"Do you, Naomi Dela Cruz, take Benjamin Opiana as your lawfully wedded husband, for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, till death do you part?"445Please respect copyright.PENANAScpbWrSINv
Naya wiped the tears from her cheeks. Good thing I applied a waterproof sprayer on her face. If not, I'd be in danger of facing mama's dreaded slipper for creating a bridezilla.445Please respect copyright.PENANAgnDIAnYyHE
"I do," she answered.445Please respect copyright.PENANAFS6ifhOHgK
When the pastor signaled the couple to seal the deal, Ben's hands raised the white veil and caught his wife's mouth in a passionate kiss. A huge round of applause drowned the silence of the small church.445Please respect copyright.PENANAwyWlmSUn1i
I looked at Joe, who was clapping without a word beside me. His eyes glued at the direction of Ben's bride.445Please respect copyright.PENANAqT6wAlGuVN
"Kuya," I called. "You kept looking at ate Naya. Don’t tell me she caught your attention too."445Please respect copyright.PENANATpM3UYZTPf
His brows furrowed. "No, but her headpiece did."445Please respect copyright.PENANAuZBjFT7eiL
I turned my eyes upon Naya's direction to see what he was talking about, and to my horror, the headpiece was not properly arranged! I wished I could dash to the altar and fix her hair without making a complete fool of myself. Hopefully, mama did not notice.445Please respect copyright.PENANASamxf7C4IK
For a man nearing his prime, Joe surprisingly had a pair of sharp eyes. I tried changing the subject to hide my cringe.445Please respect copyright.PENANAqWrwiKXYYM
"What about you, Joe, when will you set the long table?" I asked.445Please respect copyright.PENANAfPHWT2isJ3
Without moving his head, he shot me a deadly glare, and in an emotionless face, he replied, "If it happens."445Please respect copyright.PENANAljkJdiHNJV
His eyes went back to the happily married couple swarmed by relatives who were dying to take a picture.445Please respect copyright.PENANAYbUext34fb
My arms crossed. "Come on, man. In four years, you'll be growing gray hair. Besides, should've you been the first one to settle down?"445Please respect copyright.PENANAJFPzcQCrfo
A part of his upper lip arched in what looked like disgust, and his hands rested on his waist.445Please respect copyright.PENANAKaX7jPOeap
"If I did, who will provide for you? Mama?" His head shook disbelievingly. "Shame."445Please respect copyright.PENANAmMEir6bbsa
Here we go again. Why did he have to hit a nerve at every conversation? I stopped answering, knowing I would never stand a chance against his cold, calculated words. But he wouldn't let me off that easily.445Please respect copyright.PENANA8rYWVxPz6Y
"I saw you eyeing one of the bridesmaids earlier," he said.445Please respect copyright.PENANAnaSiChID1z
Fine. But what can I do? I'm a hot-blooded young man coming of age, and that young lady at the line of the bridesmaids happened to drop my jaw in her simple attire and no-makeup look. But...445Please respect copyright.PENANAEiEzq2P57b
"No, I didn't." I denied, shaking my head like a dog out of water.445Please respect copyright.PENANAtOjHx0QHfL
"You did, you liar," he insisted.445Please respect copyright.PENANAzJo5AyAuU0
One of my eyebrows rose, mimicking him. “So?”445Please respect copyright.PENANAsETsh3GMkJ
"Why don't you ask her out?” he asked. “Looks like you’re the one itching to marry anyway."445Please respect copyright.PENANArj0wbtjfSX
My hands went down to my sides, fingers curling into fists in controlled annoyance. If only we were not in a church, I swear to God, one of these fists would fly straight to his jaw.445Please respect copyright.PENANAkGwfyhE3Y2