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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2Zg4hOGqp
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『嘩啦——』813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dOKoNJkoc
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「這都下多久了......」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6q1jFTBPJ
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfi4NJ3vqj
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi64zsDQD6Q
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW9Sj0wIAv
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjSU28Mya7
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo58cy8Az9X
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『鈴——鈴——』813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5ZfOCc6fO
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5hT91ZxHw
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9lkbCFlHz
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ324z2A6c00
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfxKJFhLRA
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUPzkn1Su7
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS2pZ0zsrD
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hrZ0GkG3w
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELpEzOk4Fi
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpXBwiZkNn
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIWuSi35kb
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAm5bCe6ui
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGZmqx5vO8
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJqazdNsVD
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExHjYdA3vZ
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfxepVZV9M
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m5fJ9Wm2x
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwEgJYLQYi
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8cAunnDlM
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSufnFaXizh
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRrJHRtCM6
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlVgs3FVQ9
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCklkT7y0zg
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTN6dBQm6B
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOQ9ji4uR1
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM5S4U9w0w
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「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntRz1bqSUa
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAxBvIf8Ma
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ10Es6MM65
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「還會痛嗎？」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASfRf9ijdD
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqPwfc5DXy
「不會了，謝謝。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP1ZNIJelw
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHbcRx5DqT
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiI5Z8ijCd
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQUXfh1hFi
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1PDuptoFE
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHlLW2Hu0W
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQv0EKWo1UW
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURWRNMGRNL
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttuqD5gzLJ
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDwSyAPxzk
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXS5a9Lvwt
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAXHMDDPSo
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyLBNeX4MA
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrpwjskuSX
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1SJ5osyTP
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsdoaoKlm5
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOaNk7v7ij
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiZSyudl5A
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL14RJ8iY8
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66vmGIImgC
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPdpoMIKZX
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtUPuIEKMi
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUSGfiEi8h
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「也是。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjdpSBXON5
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我只是在逃避。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH2XpTJIxh
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因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex4LrY4Nqk
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YBC2CTPDY
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFf6hRKV6M
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqxAYLpwri
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sLiMShIek
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ8Wj5xkY0
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeRZghGN3H
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvjIMgazb2
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCzugc57ou
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKYw6sYTwc
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlHEDQXjwu
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdBWWTLkaN
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfElmlOyq4o
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF0POPDnjw
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N3wygBQYK
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU3zfcphA4
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUmkvup67w
「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfeTPKQoXA
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G55k3TvBv
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD23AImxvt
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUY7Jj2ych
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQGW8WpIDa
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHk1WFzoNf
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrIPwQmjQ1
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjOcVx0Pz1
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7InSWxqB9e
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNydxdmp5P
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0o2vjXeHs
「過來！」他對我喊著。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhsofGtw9g
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjYJ9hqdSL
「不。」我退後了一步。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHHTQ0hk11
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVFdcRdYVj
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VdGqbvedr
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWYHE2PqfW
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfsJoGRXUQ
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p6KyyiMaB
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP8wVw5oIj
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLNvx1BVqO
「我......」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8dpPuMYuG
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqovkNzPhnQ
「不要靠近我！」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiKMQnJbPV
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5ummcTljS
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGhnP2W7QY
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId3vzn6Dqk
但是，我卻無法相信自己。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISHD8knqJk
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcrv5wI8T7
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy9HLLZZVW
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI38nXs767
「你是傻子嗎！」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EET1EpW4a
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqYWv3qQeV
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnzCoxRkcL
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7QlD79ug4
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuck4GjYK4P
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXm2VG0QU4
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhubtCMPDHA
像烈日的太陽一般。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDPdJwV8ch
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJKQBdKjHS
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX2DK2QPbF
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDQsvznCPq
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjDtfmi33d
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkprxISHIyD
「我們回家，好嗎。」813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObexnf68zj
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbZAaWyS0f
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLsvawjry4
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9hpPVSLNC
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XNQ8dMZDr
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9hAyHCGMh
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ9ALsppcp
813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUfPjODEpb
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvkp5trAC4
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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