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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWxpIyp3R3
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『嘩啦——』767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCF4g6kMIE
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「這都下多久了......」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEA79elVUw
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR67NZpD6vk
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsviMWe9kt
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCrEWhLlzW
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EGjIMSZXY
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIpFlnNxon
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe4JL3QmfL
『鈴——鈴——』767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5hySUkZWG
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl70y5e9lZg
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC7jFfhROB
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEdpZILo7K
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN9NN2CALa
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8CPZru4Ux
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIULXDI9pOv
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXRRlMaIaX
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP7ooOInWc
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mMjhuBQ0k
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkazU73Skc
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzn57WG7Lu
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWRdrHnjVZ
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes2uhR8CnQ
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST2H0kbn8V
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnfByhXb2a
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBD4mMUmYT
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqNbFIkVpN
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT7ayJtRzn
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7Vc5GnL36
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVu3QqwZuMY
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmSqMsCcpt
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JxnfrrzZq
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5d78LfsOT
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF2RtTvaFi
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1NJL6qlRi
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGbRorNnGP
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjOrWccGEq
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eXdwPIE42
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYTm1VpryL
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3tpHUAc5b
「還會痛嗎？」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWKX34j9kE
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEyjlHo6Uf
「不會了，謝謝。」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoX60zqTew
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tyxVzmrAT
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XJW4qatnx
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDBgnZiceo
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnDnPBgRxR
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUI4Q5B55w
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGlHNJNYiH
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TSPJvEU4h
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gfcaxsN0C
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEERiTcxGV
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxGQq1ezyN
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L8ByLTS5I
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDQsLq2mUd
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2v1Zt0XYm
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TOI70myb9
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViLQFKpfpm
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXWsgUTwLm
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnrf2z82YA
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS8OiAsLbq
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV3zpH0xVs
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcEJ0hVR7Y
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VYy0teaF7
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoSQFW5JOD
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BIp6Uuia0
「也是。」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNcBl2xB3J
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMRknq13EO
我只是在逃避。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMfUBMYn7k
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bs1xyDTTq
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqSNCuNtcA
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHm4KPRMcT
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbmaKF6Qc7
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp4S3G61uC
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHd2nHc2eq
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ3MbtHps9
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhTUo6KVgv
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldQYfpX9iD
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvycUQkyQC
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtvaGNku6m
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19Hjh3PkHl
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwXCWwZjVq
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3unfamzhCR
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA498s9B7NZ
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw725WBypY
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOg96O7V3M
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10pGgapgIO
「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyg93qlMr4
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHD270J4gT
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm805GJ6MKO
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNovSB22iij
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8aH6Un0QP
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX0tyWDsSc
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENWmqVX2Nr
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtUEY3wpZ1
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz56UYjn4j
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBxutFcuIu
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9unbnhXG1l
「過來！」他對我喊著。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolY1yThnr6
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSQ5YFYKyL
「不。」我退後了一步。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3qSlJXWn2
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQk0wYkX5q
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1WsCbunKS
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOIHcjPpsw
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5XXIezOjD
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGCgYTCbC7
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKBF3dPT9Y
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6btI8ZgrRj
「我......」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTUTRIbpID
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPSfVkINKN
「不要靠近我！」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjXJFsqCeN
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PYfTTiglx
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx1rAyn7Hd
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8Y1f3M7JX
但是，我卻無法相信自己。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMwxisKtNE
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlYCkPKKLS
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbg8J4sUHu
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujhCO8NWF0
「你是傻子嗎！」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3noOd5aupV
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9xwpof67P
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdVHBM5LxZ
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VzB1wDMjR
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT921O1LF6z
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLAovOm61Z
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5QboYkhNb
像烈日的太陽一般。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7UUUXfvgj
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRyIpFlJ7l
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8YBE7tJD3
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoagUfNwsRj
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq928OkHi6
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qhrqdvq80
「我們回家，好嗎。」767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruLhLdCwTm
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfenDuBjAh
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh4nescxNX
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kdhy6EXiW
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppCpjTW3XV
767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFEtJCVjLJ
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRydN0nDM85
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。767Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc28pJYyptk
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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