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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCC3hxr1r8
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『嘩啦——』716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuthTl9KeVP
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「這都下多久了......」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36Nvi3gA3Z
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCtg7qGi5S
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X2HquWjJc
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFwm2pg9bX
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UQSbuEFcI
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBgnr4E8DC
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x7Y0CrN7M
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『鈴——鈴——』716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL51z1RVR2E
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagRtbHuzOo
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr5PG5PzdL
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W0IQdk4VS
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK6EBrgVWi
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCSjrwkmzk
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2sRcEZnbY
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyp7ZS6dEP
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwV910gKK5
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgM90BvXCP
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpDtd4QuU7
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1voAL6Imnz
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvllwA5oiMK
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7rbfUSmVU
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsXx7fOJZM
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiruWVHqRj4
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTJhUPqf3i
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGzA2hJbMh
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6embfLdjp
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThhAXedhfs
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJqYgyHy5B
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1QPiLotqz
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC73ze2yird
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVtcFmq5mX
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mn7xIfOrX
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20WkLPY0WN
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t9vKCuV7I
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FDisxjzJv
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse5c2iYFcc
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ACMe1TlsT
「還會痛嗎？」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZnyuZJs6i
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4AJcXbT9K
「不會了，謝謝。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIGyq4v4Im
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5GHa9foc2
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLbNgo8oqG
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct9q2zTp0A
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqqXHv729S
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqptvhagFi
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBMrJIPuOa
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFMUDw1yr0
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS4FcRABeN
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbJ8zEYW4r
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79vvrFxgG3
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug4c3JcinG
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UQsNaGuFY
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEaQX5N2lR
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZcsN3sgWX
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g5XpopYhx
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm8S8Ncuf1
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OjmW3TWQ7
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9pJ6uJ9gM
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn44bHdfuv
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC98WyQFHmM
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIld02YZBjF
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c9AbtVtYd
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v73CM43o4
「也是。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuqVrT4cjj
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我只是在逃避。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONrMN005KU
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsG3PPdzQm
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytZ6jI0kU4
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NcpaJSXO3
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxGxSndiva
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8HcR1f9TL
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSG83KqdHF
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8il3DLvvH
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABTUHqMCW2
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdeMqJl9Rx
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLSSwuaDft
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL04GknzYv
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXoe1wJzLV
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYSwoiQDuj
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonpcz3k4Bw
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72wThT3c6W
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5fDLNm8gv
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8AqGWgUIE
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq6EU9QTGd
「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TT2niqfb0
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgkJKmkvE1
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1262k3eTu
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV3hSi8MYp
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZzCssNYZ9
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFufrKT08V
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphR9FDEAR1
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90LECYEPUb
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbQVJ0Mn8B
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5ZRqKtxQD
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEsm1O3IiF
「過來！」他對我喊著。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuqSTGVyzY
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbBHP2j60P
「不。」我退後了一步。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsSfrUxCiH
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9ZA4EqlKv
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTihcihPHC
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhTGzorW8M
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqVgOEbGpg
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbiyspq47f
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkMwxZSuKP
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99R28HcrUQ
「我......」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22Xm7iOwzs
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF1ryogY4P
「不要靠近我！」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwmQNslOdO
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGA3Avz2De
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUZyOXL3Zy
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9wgpVeFQF
但是，我卻無法相信自己。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyeky2HIDx
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41GrhpCZTH
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpRhPXNvpz
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ1w4sgjnU
「你是傻子嗎！」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHsnw2F56P
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YMpHKD5qF
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB3wb7VmpP
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs09xmFpx2Z
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldaCD4azqR
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeFOmhTuPl
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVCQG2y2gY
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6UimhgLzE
像烈日的太陽一般。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ChrNmcTug
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgChZAH02Vg
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQqzXX6ESa
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwR5jrcN6p
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRRCEfgRkE
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdcupCBRa8
「我們回家，好嗎。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLW1TjFRiO
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD71IFDYsW
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KQnvZ2dta
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGhcXmerK7
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvkH5uVnrY
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnfeR3RZDV
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aZc1Bfysc
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQDlVebOqs
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDksJqRN7y
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xypfn88Al
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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