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Waking up is hard. Harder and harder every day.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHswmjnW2gC
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Oh damn! The tears are coming in full force again. Tears streaming my cheaks leaving warm streaks in their wake. Why do I have to be so emotional, I mean, It's just music right? But I have this thing where whenever I hear really good music it gets so, well, emotional. There is no other way to describe it. It may be the fact that music saved me before. It may be the fact that I hadn't heard much music as a child, I don't know, but it happens.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdUfUywybl
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Getting up and dressed for the day when there's no point.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYMbN6esIG
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Maybe it's the fact that the song reminds me so much of, well, me. The slow depressing beat with that soft country accent, but obviously not a country song. It would be slightly sensual if not for the depressing lyrics. I shift in my seat and tighten my hold on Daniel's hand. I have to admit, it is a good song and a good band, but I fear that Daniel will turn to face me and see the tears. He will ask me what's wrong and get super worried and I will ruin the whole night. No, no, no, no, no. That won't do. This is his birthday and I will not ruin it for him.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqua79VunJm
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Walk out the door and it's fake smiles and pain hidden deep within.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEuDbYTEJZ
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Yep, this song is good, but it's way too close to home. It describes me so perfectly from before I saw Daniel preform. He was the one who saved me. He saves me everyday.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU64qyFfPQe
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I couldn't move on from this deep sadness inside me.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL83DEOXFtT
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It gave me a real suprise when I found out that Daniel on stage is so different from Daniel off stage. When we're together, he is just so quiet and when he does speak, he's softly spoken. But on stage, all of his emotions seep out. This song slightly reminds me of him. There is just so much feeling pached into the song. You feel as if you want to dance to it, but it would be shameful because of the saddening lyrics.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDmxntKme9
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But you were always there for me. Sitting me down and reminding me, why I'm here right now.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLtA7xCC8D
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Oh Daniel, you're in this song too. You and your music saved me. I uncross my legs and discreetly turn my head to the right where my boyfriend sits staring attentively at the band playing, his right hand tapping to the beat and his left holding my hand. As if sensing my stare he turns to look at me and smiles, his thumb carresing the back of my hand before he turns back and resumes his tapping and listening. I'm a bit supprised that he didn't mention my tears, well the lighting is a bit dim, so maybe he didn't see them. That's probable.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1oBX0TMcG
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How you do it I don't know, but honestly I don't care.
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And I don't, I don't care. Daniel is just too wonderful for me to question. He's so passionate and beautiful, how could I not love him with all my heart? His heated hand sits in mine and it is such a burning, fiery warmth that courses through me. Oh, the tears are back! I'm just so grateful. Daniel... is my everything. Without him I would have been somewhere with a bottle of pills in one hand and a pen ready to write in the other, prepared to fall asleep and never wake up again. But this man, this wonderful, crazy, wonderous man brought me out of that hole and showed me a life without the abuse from my parents, without the terrible "life" I had been leading.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6u6v5Nbnn
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For you are my wonderous wonder, I swear. There can't be someone that I love more.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSTMUI3d8g
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Ha! This is the most perfect song. The slow, depressing beat from before picked up speed and is now a passioate chorus that is so exact to what I feel for Daniel. He's so perfect and too good for me, but he loves me all the same and I to him. Oh great I'm smiling like an idiot now and I just can't stop. I lean over to Daniel and wisper against his ear, "I love you." His head turns to face me and replies with a great big smile on his face with twinkling eyes, "I love you too."845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEEq632ysy
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A kiss from you is all I need to survive the day.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMBkc5QZ0P
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And at that exact moment, Daniel leans over and presses his lips against mine in a sweet closed-mouthed kiss, making me break out into a smile so wide, that I'm sure that I will have a sore jaw for a few hours. I peck him on the lips one more time and I lean back into my seat and face the band once again. I missed a few lines, but Daniel makes up for it.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbzeM9AMa6
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Don't leave me, I'm scared of your answer if I ask you a question with four simple words.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cmYdeqPRs
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That's odd. I must have missed more than I thought, oh well. It sounds like the song is ending soon. It's actually slightly sad. I really like this song. It reminds me of going to one of Daniel's conserts, but with my boyfriend right next to me. God, I love him.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTDlHFlXXs
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Will you marry me?845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KtExdAl6s
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The last guitar strings played their last notes and the song ends with silence following it, but suprisingly the stage doesn't go black and the band members are still there. Didn't they say that this song was their last one. Yes, yes, they said that this mini song was not written by them, but given to them to play for someone in the audience, sweet way to propose, but who knows. I wish Daniel would propose to me.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHGQpJgkB5
The lead singer holds up his hands to stop the audience from clapping for longer. Odd, I don't remember hearing any clapping, well I think about that later, right now, I wonder what is happening.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yx6ZnUAyC
The singer starts to speak, "My wonderful fans, as I have said, this song will be our last," a series of sad 'awwwwws' carried out from the stands,"and this song has not been written by us, but by a very good friend of ours, Daniel Venterro!" At that everyone claps for no apparent reason and my beautiful boyfriend stands up with a big spotlight shined upon him, without letting go of my hand. Why did he make that song? Was it for me? Does that mean he is proposing to me? The clapping dies down and the man on stage contines, "Daniel here begged me to play this for him and he said that it was for his boyfriend Aron Chole, please, will you please stand up for us?" 845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWXJrpO2y3
What, for me? I mean, who else could he have written it to, but it was a proposal song and what was all that about me saving him? He saved me. I look over at Daniel and try to read his face. Did we save each other?845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ggxbC5jSZ
I faintly hear the band go off stage and the spotlight turn off. I feel in the backround pushing against other people, being dragged off by Daniel's hand, leaving the building and stepping outside into the cold night air before we reach the car. It's freezing outside, it being January and I'm eager to go to the warm car, so I quickly get in. Daniel comes in from the other side and stares in front of him and is wringing his hands. Is it true? Is it really true? Will Daniel propose to me? He looks up at me from the car window and asks, "Well, what do you think?" I'm about to reply, but then he brings out a ring. A beautiful dimond ring. My face is probably one of shock, I never expected that Daniel propose to me, especially in this grand way, but I'm not stupid, I love him with everything I am. Hearing the nerves practically vibrating from his entire being warms me up to the brink of boiling.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG11uzr8cGn
I face towards him fully and take those usually warm hands into mine to unfreeze them, effectively trapping the ring between our fingers and look purposefully into his eyes to say, "Yes." It is as simple as that.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0i2VeDEVi
The great big idiot grins like no tomorrow and jumps into my arms, huging me tightly. God, I love you, you big romantic.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEXiasxC7q
I'm so lucky to have you. Thank you for your music.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgszvnFVxD
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I know, bad ending and cheesy story, but I really do need to improve in my writting. I think I rushed the ending, so could you point out the spots that I need help with?845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiSfaHkvwV
