#玄涵月439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm5zbNaEXL
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返家後月霖拿了一個手工便當給我，他說本來打算在山上一起吃，結果尷尬癌發作不好意思交給我，但又怕我餓，所以最後還是拿出來了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCmiVi1v0p
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精緻的木盒裡裝的是花壽司，夾起來會發現中間的熱狗，特意排成心型，只是有幾塊長得歪歪斜斜的，看起來特別好笑。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMF4vOda4y
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真是個傻瓜⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYMEWNoVZw
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我拿出手機準備替這盒壽司拍照，就在開啟屏幕的時候，沈鈺芯的臉書跳了出來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnOCCX3c2q
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對了，剛才忘了關。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH47yLOGhS
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我收起餐盒，走到房間準備好好研究一下她的臉書。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bcC5NFvAM
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點入鈺芯的私人介面時，發現她跟一個空白帳號掛著穩定交往，往下滑赫然發現那個空白帳號的主角居然就是『月霖』，裡面滿滿的閃照，相片中的鈺芯笑得好燦爛。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuKFeClWmf
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這是到底怎麼回事⋯⋯月霖跟鈺芯是情侶？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3lX9jE68a
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那為什麼小月還要跟我告白？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBEacC2hhs
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所以現在是⋯⋯？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjY5O0TecQ
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該不會月是愛情騙子，是個虛情假意的渣男吧⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYRLl5OKq4
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可惡，頭好痛什麼都想不起來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GnzRKHdOA
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我試著看完所有動態，比較近期的照片幾乎都兩人甜蜜蜜的相片，月霖的表情很怪，雖然笑著但卻異常詭異，感覺就是那種皮笑肉不笑的表情，而且這個交往的連結帳號早已被刪個精光，只留下一片空白，名字也用奇怪的英文代替。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XxYi2M5uL
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看到現在，我發現鈺芯似乎是個人緣很好的女孩，她的照片有很多留言跟讚甚至也有我的留言，但只要我留言，無論說什麼都會被人圍剿，看來國中時期的我人緣很差，只是我不懂，當時的我為何要熱臉貼冷屁股呢？何不像現在這樣獨善其身就好？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoekPoZciv
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想不通⋯⋯但應該跟這個女孩有關，爬過所有文章跟對話，鈺芯一直都會友善的回應我，甚至還會特別標註我，因為被點名所以不得不回應嗎⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOfgUO4p5e
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算了，不想了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEG4m8Mavik
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我把動態拉到比較前面的日期，狀態開始出現三人行的照片，相片中的我眼神黯淡無光，我總是在那女孩的左手邊，她的右手永遠是摟著月霖的手臂，看起來非常幸福。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBIlXQNwuw
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動態上的文字還寫著，我與兩個最愛的人⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQdJBMw1uh
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嘔——439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9VE4aCvmR
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我的胃突然一陣痙攣，強烈的不適感令我發抖，額角跟掌心也莫名的出汗。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZiaCa0ei8
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身體發出強烈抗議，只能起身前去浴室淨洗，當我抬頭對看到鏡內的自己時，眼淚不自覺地滑落，好像快想起什麼，但又想不起來，只覺得好難過、好想哭、心好痛⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHFJ81lsWy
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⋯⋯五分鐘過去，總算能控制自己的情緒，我漫步到廚房為自己沖了一杯阿華田，甜甜的滋味讓我好過很多。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbIc0e6SwS
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我回到房間裹著棉被繼續爬文滑手機，指尖往之前的日子走去，時間來到國一下。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvVC4RskE8
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照片中的我模樣明顯精神許多，但眼神仍藏著些許哀傷，月霖的臉色也不好看，但鈺芯依然笑容燦爛的站在我們之間。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKiHSqIpXW
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很怪，真的⋯⋯很怪。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkaPuSJUuE
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但哪裡奇怪，我也說不上來，只覺得我們的關係非常微妙，甚至可以說詭異？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWh5Wckety
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我繼續轉動時間的紀錄，看到一個叫雲端硬碟的軟體，這讓我的心抽了一下，沒意外的話，裏頭肯定藏了什麼，這沒來由的直覺驅使我下載app，一點開我便發現，那是我曾經下載過的軟體，既然如此那麼這個軟體肯定更有故事。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrp2ZEeqqx
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等待的時間是煎熬的，所以我決定繼續爬文，分散注意力。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxHKKsitUd
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螢幕內的照片來到剛入學時，我們三人都笑得很燦爛、一副無憂無慮的樣子，月霖正躲在我的身後扮鬼臉。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HFOKddMnH
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看到她國一時期青澀卻秀麗的面容，腦中漸漸出現一幕清晰的畫面，那是在開學不久後，我們剛變成朋友的日子，她笑著跟我說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc4kaqvycL
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「羽涵我們是好朋友吧？那我想告訴妳一個秘密，就是我、喜、歡、月、霖。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNEGjx2U74
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她的笑容好美、好甜，像盛開的花蕊，鈺芯握住我的手，撒嬌的說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkBMHttMhX
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「這個秘密只有妳知道，妳一定得幫我，我打聽過了，妳們並沒有交往，因此身為我最好朋友的妳一定會幫我的吧？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsHNCJjExH
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⋯⋯她的表情不容拒絕。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhYs0LpDYs
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所以我沒有拒絕⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U6MYBg8NZ
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頓時，明白當時的自己為什麼會哭了，難怪剛剛小月告白時，會浮現她的名字。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eBp1H67zu
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原來是這樣，我站起身走了走，喝了一口溫掉的阿華田試著整理自己的心情。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVVllkunoT
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就在這時一個念頭突然閃進我的思緒中，剛剛的動態，他們好像從三年級才開始交往，三年級下學期開始熱戀，為什麼不是國一或國二就交往？而是在國三呢？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02vE3WIOgF
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國三⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dD4MprY9W
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三年級下學期，畢業前夕，不就是車禍的時間⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgimczWcXw
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月霖怎麼會在熱戀期間跟她發生那麼劇烈的爭執，甚至還痛下毒手做出殺人計劃，而我當時又為什麼會衝出去罵她？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVMfij0TeE
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事情怎麼會越來越複雜了，討厭！煩死了——439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEe1LUIXZ1
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叮！439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngkrxwykXE
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手機發出下載好的提示聲響，下方閃動的狀態，如警示燈般，告訴我危險勿入。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVoRY2GRsl
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我遲疑了一會，還是點開那個軟件，裏頭並沒有什麼奇怪的地方，但總是覺得卡卡的，甚至有點緊張，難道這一切都是我想多了⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglzNOSrHRN
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正當我要關掉前下意識點開未讀的紅點，系統信的下方有個與我共用的項目，在好奇心驅使之下，我啟開潘朵拉的盒子，惡意立刻穿越頻幕向我撲來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qFvcrTzYF
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螢幕上的檔案夾，有著醒目的標題，上頭打著『母豬』二字，持有人是Queen，發送日期是國二那年暑假，看到這我突然覺得異常痛苦，連換氣都覺得困難、淚水立刻奪眶而出、心痛如絞、肝膽欲裂，明明什麼都還沒看到卻已經難受到坐立難安。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzBUG8Ne07
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我再度離席，去廚房沖了杯熱牛奶，濃郁的奶香穩定我的情緒，我來回踱步了好一會，摸了摸籤筒，做好萬全的心理準備後才點開。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctzOFO4VDk
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⋯⋯唔，嘔。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ36zJ18xm
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我摀著口鼻忍住翻騰的胃液，直瞅著手機裡面的圖片，那是一張張不堪入目的照片，相片中的主角，就像市場ˊ豬肉攤上躺平的母豬，全身被扒個精光，屈辱的攤在那，任人宰割。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HuMo7iafw
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雖然沒有血腥，但一樣令我感到震撼恐懼，因為那些是裸照⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNYLd0hFtY
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我的裸照——439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IThIAJU39
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我沒想過，這樣的相片主角居然是我，照片中的我看起來神智不清、眼神渙散，背景很暗，感覺像在汽車旅館之類的地方。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4b8hUkxB1
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我的腦袋一片慘白，無法接受眼前看到的一切，只能機械式的點開下個檔案，那是一封信，上面要求我每個月必需付五萬元，否則就公開照片張貼在各大援交網站上。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQsAH7h9al
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Queen提醒我，她擁有我所有資料，包含住家地址、電話跟就讀班級，就連我跟誰比較好都寫的清清楚楚。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjFqJ31nRY
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只要我不聽話照做，她就會運用勢力讓我父母、朋友一起陪葬。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFO4HnfYDh
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我雙肘靠在電腦桌上，掌心蓋住自己的臉，我不能理解現在看到的事物，到底是真是假，如果是真的⋯⋯那時的我是遇到什麼事，威脅我的又是誰？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeJGwGljpm
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一個月五萬是多可怕的數字，那封信的下方有留下她的聯絡方式，包含line跟電話，這很明顯是恐嚇，如果我現在報警是否可以追溯到她？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsokAnpyuVe
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但如果報警我父母一定就會知道，弄不好學校也會知道，更不幸還可能被放上網取笑，想想就覺得頭皮發麻⋯⋯439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNOPbOPRWB
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外婆我該怎麼辦？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsxEjF0f2c
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我起身為自己再沖了杯牛奶，加了兩顆方糖，試著以條列式列出自己的想法，我打開筆記本輸入幾個方案。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FGbdwGeyh
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1、豁出去報警。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3v4tkWay2
2、找父母談談。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VcvtQAPZV
3、找小月談談。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9eoOdVWqD
4、裝作沒看到。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZKBuR2ffs
5、去找那些好友套話。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bnHwJFAin
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我拿起籤筒搖晃，未來的命運將靠這一根生死籤，掉在我的面前是三號。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX78KEqQwKx
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３宛如一隻展翅飛翔的鳥，我撫著上面的數字，默默許下心願，願神保佑。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeM5Dar7B5
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