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母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz4NIQgsGp
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgJaYFjZD6
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWqMhyYSHM
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自白 :
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「81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi78yDb3RNZ
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7al6BgaxN
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3M83DoI5o
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年幼時媽媽說過：81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wcPrySva9
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如果很痛，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRZ1X2KsdL
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbq8HvCkUP
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiem337XNTv
」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KKGCKtkWs
那之後還身為孩子時的自己，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3wcOugWWj
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP4DSiT9R9
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ceq5elYmy
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還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtI9SLtg1d
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsnrZ0PAVj
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfmOWgZetK
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeQiBHXafj
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0pecSlhDd
「因為我們是家人。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcJ0Y5bkV1
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pTleaLPIl
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是什麼樣的母親，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTD1qlwoSu
於孩子的撒嬌下，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk4UngNQ0b
於貧困、於匱乏，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2E1yTct3r8
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ic1w2YaYU
作為玩具獎勵給子女。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxy4S3gEibN
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuepjl88qkN
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pGsqHaEd7
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJKkkBwhEg
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEuWhecq8l
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
