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我地跟住男人，嚟到一棵樹面前，樹上一片金燦燦，隨風搖曳，顯得分外靈動。男人認真咁同我地講：75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR8yFZg4ze
「今年嘅黃花風鈴木開得好好，棵樹會帶你地返去，見到你地最想見嘅人。你可以喺呢段時光同佢好好相處。只係你地要喺最後一朵花落之前返嚟，唔係會灰飛煙滅。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9b2IHVldS
我地將手放喺樹幹上面，一陣溫暖嘅金光將我地淹沒。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeng8OEAmmt
我等左好耐好耐，終於可以見到佢。
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最近過得好差好差。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlfbhxxypA
自從換左新上司之後，可能八字不合，我做親咩佢都睇我唔順眼，處處挑毛病。我已經不停 send cv 搵工，只係可能個市唔好，一直冇回音。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh12ycmyVKP
有一日，當我低頭食緊飯果陣，「砰！」我75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW6ivuuD8X
佢將一個厚厚嘅文件夾重重擲喺我面前，75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXH0H0wXYO
大聲咁講：75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8filr6U0d
「呢份嘢做得好差，你今晚同我做哂先可以走。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPfiLKZORG
四周嘅同事竊竊私語，我感受到唔少目光投向我。我低頭繼續食飯，只係都忍唔到，眼淚一滴滴咁滴落飯度。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRv6RW09UE
完成報告之後，我終於返到屋企。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAsVjxnHH9
我打開門，「我返嚟啦。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFeP0kjZDc
老公坐喺梳化，聽到我講嘢之後淡淡咁望左我一眼，之後又繼續睇電視。本身想同佢講返工嘅事，結果硬生生卡喺喉嚨。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g1qjAS8bk
「呢個女人冇用架啦，你搵個個啦。」一年前發生左果件事之後，奶奶嘅說話言猶在耳。
我都唔知係咪因為佢聽左入耳，定係我嬲佢當時冇開口維護我。只係之後我地好似同屋主咁，各自做各自嘅嘢。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkg2INVzWI
我打開門，行出露台抖氣。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs7ewRxlUF
四周一片黑壓壓，如果我喺度跳左落去，係咪所有煩惱都會消失？75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6Altj4sfa
我俾自己突然冒出嘅念頭嚇左一跳，然後發現唔知幾時開始，淚水爬滿我嘅臉。
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最近，我又俾上司係咁鬧。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9IDoS59ma
收工之後，我木然行返屋企。老公幾日前無聲無息搬走走，諗起返到去對住四幅牆，果個念頭又喺我個腦出現。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx52ODFN5rI
我深呼吸，入左一間舖。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iuR7k1iAt
「呢度有冇老鼠藥買丫？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQGwnE4oCj
只要將藥落落飯度，食埋呢餐之後，所有痛苦都會結束。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ0cjAVATB
我行過一個公園，一朵黃色嘅花跌落我個頭上面，我抬頭望下棵樹，樹上嘅枝椏光禿禿，了無生氣。我諗起幾個星期前，呢棵黃花風鈴木開得好好。就算花開得幾靚都好，最後都係逃唔過枯萎嘅宿命。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE9zQ1mLia
「呢朵花好靚丫！」一把聲音講。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjZntozdj5
一個幾歲嘅小朋友跑過嚟，碌大眼望住我手上嘅花。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yjyDL4Xmr
「送俾你丫。」我將花遞俾個小朋友。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFRTLtNFb7
「多謝姨姨，你好似d花咁靚。」佢望住花，笑得好燦爛。
口甜舌滑，我喺度笑。我突然諗起佢，如果佢大個左，都應該會係咁可愛。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLZK7GHLrt
只可惜佢喺我個肚住左幾個月，我始終帶唔到佢嚟呢個世界。醫生都話，果次小產之後，我之後都唔會再生到仔。諗到呢度，我眼眶蓄滿淚水。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGog9NJj58
「姨姨，你做咩喊丫？你唔好喊啦。」小朋友好擔心咁望住我。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALkQayPSoY
「姨姨冇咩，只係諗起一個我好愛，但係我再見唔到佢嘅人。」我抹走眼淚。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWmXNLVuvM
「我諗雖然你地見唔到大家，但係佢一定好愛你好掛住你，都會想你日日開開心心。」小朋友拍拍我個頭。我個心有種好溫暖嘅感覺。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJqgMS45De
「我見到果邊有多花，我送比你丫，你等我。」小朋友跑開左。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7Nqid4gvZ
我坐喺長櫈度等佢，只係個小朋友冇再返嚟。
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一年過去啦，黃花風鈴木再度盛放，75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P4IYmshxH
只係今次去人間嘅隊伍入面，獨獨少左一個「人」。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf5Va1ZhEW
「你始終都返唔切冥界。不過你同媽媽講完嘢之後，佢自己諗通左d嘢嘅。佢捱過左最痛苦嘅時刻，而家過得好幸福，你可以放心啦。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg4S8miV4z
白衣男人輕輕咁同公園入面嘅黃花風鈴木講。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWrNa5mzTF
風輕輕吹過，樹上嘅花隨風搖曳，生機勃勃。男人諗起黃花風鈴木嘅花語：再回來的幸福。
