So, first memory. Hmm, let's see. Ah, let's talk about my first kiss. It's horrid so I'm giving a fair warning, there will be cringe, so don't say I didn't warn you.124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkvt4z22d2
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Okay, so first of all-- this happened in middle school. I know, crazy right? I was the weird kid, I know, shocking. But, I didn't realize back in the day, that I was a Femboy. Oh lord have mercy, I would show up in skirts, heels, and very light make-up. I was young, I didn't understand that back then it was strange for boys to wear that stuff, (not that it's strange to wear that now, just saying that back then it was.), so generally, I would get picked on. A lot. 124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay6MbF5jLL
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But crazy thing is, is that I got accepted into an extra circular that helped the biology teacher with the plants he was growing. I personally thought he hated me, but free child labor, am I right? Sorry, that was messed up lmao. 124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMY5jsysE5
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But anywho, there were a few others in the extra circular and there was the popular guy. His name was Evan, (not doxing his last name lmao). He was a dick to me and hated me for no apparent reason, probably because he didn't like how fabulous I looked every day. (He was jealous of my glam, ong frfr.) 124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu2T1f4Bgq
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And he would warm up to me eventually because I wasn't a rude little skank he thought I was. I remember that there would always be a wrestling room next to the plant room because that school was poor as sh!t and couldn't get enough money to get a small room made for the plants. But this wrestling room...didn't have ANY cameras. Thankfully. 124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA29ZzHQPW
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Fast forward to where me and him are ALONE, (AAAHHH). So we were play fighting, know that I was wearing a very short skirt at the time, (The teachers didn't care because I was a guy, which I find bullshit. But hey, why not take advantage of it?) and he had pushed me onto a table. (*Sweats* LMAO)124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3qOQTEqJK
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So, here I am, on a table-- mind that my legs were OPEN because he was IN BETWEEN THEM. (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) (*coughs* anyways.) And I remember him intertwining our hands together and he pushed my hands above my head, I know what your thinking-- bro's story is straight out of wattpad. My 13yro self was screaming internally because it was a dream come true, yes, I am still a lonely reader on wattpad because I have nothing better to do with my life.124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNeMJntP2Z
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Anywho. His face was close to mine, and I could strangely remember his breath smelt like mint gum. (smash to anyone who has good smelling breath out there) So he stared into my eyes right-- and he looked so GYAT. (Ykyk) 124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRPFka6UgA
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So there I am, waiting for him to make a move, praying that he would kiss me. And he just stared into my eyes, apparently trying to look at my soul because a good 2 minutes past of us staring into each others eyes. So I finally tilted my head to the side, like very VERY slightly-- NEXT THING I KNOW, he started to kiss me. It was frightening and exciting, like I felt my heart 'bout to explode. I remembering closing my eyes because of how frightened I was, but like, I wanted it. I was just being a inexperienced twink (*Smile*).124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6WMBb3jhZ
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So there we are, making out on a table. Very much wattpad vibes. THEN (Bum bum BUM) HIS HAND STARTS GOING UP MY SKIRT AND I START TO FREAK OUT IN MY HEAD. I was literally terrified, yet so excited. 124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpqpjbQbqK
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THAT IS UNTIL WE HEARD THE TEACHER CALL OUR NAMES FROM THE GREEN ROOM, LOOKING FOR US. So, unfortunately, we had to stop and ack like everything was fine. 124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGHAapoYfG
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Ahaha-- the tea I'm about to tell you. So he was known as the STRAIGHT HOMOPHOBIC JOCK. AHAHAHAHA, changed that real quick. He ALSO had a girlfriend at that time. I was young, and I didn't really know he had a girlfriend until the end of the... "interaction". He was begging me to keep it a secret. Of course I did. For at least 2 months until I told my best friend's boyfriend and he told the whole football team. I had screenshots of the conversation we had as well, so no one could call it bullshit.124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETBcFgtHhx
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Let's just say.... don't go for the jocks because-- ew. (Not to discriminate any people who like sports, that was just for shits and giggles.)124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T1eV0XyId
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