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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9v8BOp9Yn
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4qi1Bn8ej
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1P1GMbMQc
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnFj9tZ7SS
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Why are you never proud of me?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFbMZcDWDO
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso9JOxQa4E
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI06UvanQJH
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkvlu7YgZc
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI8x5kKC2e
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHEZAECXvK
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03rkWWO7OW
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeHUhmoGO7
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb4N1MMu1K
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBlJEjvleB
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7QaHaS2GD
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPsGljjef2
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonnnJINbeP
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIF8QeLcj9
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DWiD1rkPO
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEGjlUyq9k
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGzjG1vmGa
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOH9PhVGHF
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1yt66naEL
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayp3AqOPLX
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8t4G7lGYM
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4PWbEgNmQ
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I tried to save you.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8Ut3D9bhr
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I told everyone what really happened.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E1mErE1xB
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T66BIlPeR
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Was it painful?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32gNcTacLV
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I should never have left you.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy3s6dXtdc
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They told me about your death 15 days later.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeZDmTWUoh
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcJsh3wyDt
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Was poison really that brutal?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnQqGt9ceZ
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrM4rXajhy
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I thought I’d see you again.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipj20LNXrx
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVP9GZEcG4
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But not my pain?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdsgCoWPiH
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyUt95Pz8W
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOT4sY8Box
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYRfbye7s9
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The only memory I have is scolding you.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVLHkPgwWK
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPWaxQmbhX
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1XpHEWb4d
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One month later, I attempted suicide.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKPIxTxONQ
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLoVzhGvdZ
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Why?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZB2ybVZcb
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7440sN5HpN
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3A0LkyOk6
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Why am I falling apart like this?17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PPcg3tMTQ
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulqB5bR3gC
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKnRRBULlM
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People move on.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr452twc4o
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Family is not the same for everyone.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwwabbdyVz
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
