Chapter Five: Her Many Masks
On camera, she was everything.
Everything but herself.
Mia kept a list. Not in ink, not on paper—but in her head. Etched like scars she could trace in the dark when sleep refused to come.
Each scene, each persona, each version of Maui was a performance, a prison, a paycheck.
1. The Virgin Fantasy
She wore white lace, bows in her hair.11Please respect copyright.PENANA93XL9OM2Tb
She had to act nervous, bite her lip, shake a little.11Please respect copyright.PENANADHyxoaHJoK
The script was clear: “You’re scared. Innocent. But you want it.”
The man was twice her age.
He called her baby and told her to cry.
So she did. Not because she felt anything…11Please respect copyright.PENANAKqYNBX2ytw
…but because she knew what sold.
The comment section exploded.
“So real!”11Please respect copyright.PENANARGDYYORAdr
“Damn, she’s perfect.”11Please respect copyright.PENANAfbG0kyVYMR
“Can’t believe this is her first.”
It wasn’t.
It was her ninth.
2. The Cheating Housewife
A silk robe, heels too tall, lipstick too red.11Please respect copyright.PENANA0cm4DYJX4D
She opened the door like she was expecting the delivery boy.11Please respect copyright.PENANApSXITiGb0L
The pizza box was empty—but her cleavage wasn’t.
She moaned lines like “My husband’s never home...”11Please respect copyright.PENANALznNPusIuV
She fake-laughed.11Please respect copyright.PENANASxj696Ro56
She spread her legs like it was dinner time.
Her co-star was rough, smacked her ass, called her slut.
The comments flooded in.
“Best MILF performance this year.”11Please respect copyright.PENANAz0OVzFiPOe
“Maui knows how to take it.”11Please respect copyright.PENANAHa62yqNnEs
“Wish I had a neighbor like that.”
Mia was 23.
Not a wife.11Please respect copyright.PENANAwwp9nKsraM
Not a mother.11Please respect copyright.PENANAiHb2exrdwB
But always… a product.
3. The Crying Doll
A darker script.
No safe words.11Please respect copyright.PENANAdjFigA2Pts
No softness.11Please respect copyright.PENANA9tCZtb4LU1
Only tears—real ones, this time.
She hated that she could cry so easily now.11Please respect copyright.PENANA2GFlfpfWN9
She hated more that the director clapped when she did.
They blindfolded her.11Please respect copyright.PENANAyEivGSHEFf
Tied her hands.11Please respect copyright.PENANASFmax0suVh
Told her to beg.
She didn’t have to fake the shaking this time.
After the shoot, she vomited in the bathroom.11Please respect copyright.PENANAPJTlYG3ng5
Her manager just said, “We warned you, ‘Gonzo’ is rough. But you pulled it off.”
“That scream was so hot.”11Please respect copyright.PENANAZbhR4NDzJY
“Maui’s pain is my pleasure.”11Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6e5xqQ3e9
“More of this, please!”
She made ₱40,000 for that scene.
She used it to pay for Pia’s new schoolbooks.
4. The Wild One
She wore a collar. Barked.11Please respect copyright.PENANAPS8Bpmze1G
Acted like a pet in heat.
She was told to crawl, purr, even meow.
The men laughed behind the scenes, whispering about how far she’d go.
She licked boots. Giggled on cue.11Please respect copyright.PENANAueFlaThLKo
Let someone spit on her chest.
After the shoot, she didn’t cry.11Please respect copyright.PENANA3tK1kkV5gK
She just wiped the drool and went straight to the car.
5. The Girl Next Door
Sometimes, the simpler roles hurt more.
The ones where she had to look in love.11Please respect copyright.PENANAX2Pm9ElWi3
Where she had to pretend he was the only one.
Soft giggles. Long eye contact. Tender kisses.
Those were the days she missed real touch the most.
The warmth of a palm not followed by a price.11Please respect copyright.PENANAGfiZfn6ypk
The kiss that wasn’t cut for angles.11Please respect copyright.PENANAq6J4AxJEud
The kind that lingered even after the camera stopped.
But no one kissed her like that off-camera.
Only Maui got kissed like that.
Never Mia.
She had been all of them.
The virgin.11Please respect copyright.PENANA84CKlGGRk3
The wife.11Please respect copyright.PENANA8aGj4iWkML
The prey.11Please respect copyright.PENANA0ARRF0M6F0
The kitten.11Please respect copyright.PENANAZemuNWmyx6
The tease.11Please respect copyright.PENANAdFJtCUAPp4
The lover.
But never herself.
Never the girl who loved pancit canton with hard-boiled eggs.11Please respect copyright.PENANABUezWrvH6r
Never the big sister who brushed Pia’s hair before school.11Please respect copyright.PENANA1pl9BVSiKg
Never the daughter who once dreamed of becoming a nurse.
That night, she lay in bed and wondered…
If someone loved her…11Please respect copyright.PENANACNIMMlzGdS
Would they still love her after seeing all her faces?
Or would they only ever see Maui?
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