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I knew he wouldn't pick up.
Tarik never answered when I needed him.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iK9E1dj4A
Not when I was calling to leave the gym.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWlEnp2F4g
Not when I was stuck outside in the cold.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEwjM4Y7ZY
Not even that one time I broke my wrist and called from the hospital with my left hand.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjYj0wbnmH
But if he was bored in class?33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHlq6ztd3V
Suddenly, I was his emotional support animal.
I tapped my thumb against the steering wheel, phone pressed to my ear.
Voicemail. Again.
I hung up, leaned my head back against the seat, and stared at the roof like it might offer answers.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsUeveaZ2k
It didn't.
I let out a breath through my nose. Then killed the engine.
I grabbed the keys and slammed the Jeep door shut behind me.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXCESvbFn7
Hoodie sleeves shoved up, palms still raw from deadlifts.
My phone buzzed in my pocket—probably not Tarik.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAvswrrtVm
Of course not Tarik.
I crossed the lot, boots hitting pavement in steady rhythm.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPXGIxP4tP
Going to get him.
Because he wasn't allowed to go home alone.
That was the rule.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzPxU1uVuY
Our rule.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdLmXX0pUA
Never spoken. Never broken.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHk8JHl032
Not if we wanted to make it through the night.
Zmaj's familiar glow lit up the block like always—33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKWukRVoO9
Greasy ćevapi, over-salted fries, and too many TVs mounted crooked on the walls.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak0SwYwIvu
The scent of charred meat drifted from the vents overhead, and I could already hear the low hum of teenage chaos inside.
And sure enough, through the fogged glass, I spotted them.
Same corner booth.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGdHTJLVlH
Same chaos.
Tarik—hunched over a worksheet he was definitely pretending to care about.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHuTriNjCI
Adem—leaning back, wearing that permanently unimpressed face of his.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYmgz1ipTi
And Amina—
Right in the middle of them, like she'd been born to orbit both boys at once.
She was half-turned toward Tarik, brows pulled together in that stubborn little way she had when she was scolding him.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOVIvQV49d
One hand pointed at the paper.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKtUgTZqdF
The other wrapped around a drink she'd probably stolen from Tarik.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq6UVBWLu4
Her mouth moved fast—expression alive with frustration and something gentler buried underneath.
Love.
That was the thing about her.
Even when she was yelling, it felt like being protected.
Even from here, even through the glass—she stood out.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvOrwxJ6yj
Not in a way that asked for attention.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamzZJDhWm5
Just... in a way that made you pause.
Like something in the room had shifted.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQwcqkK8q8
Like she pulled focus without trying to.
She always did.
I stepped in. The smell hit hard—fried meat, somun, and adolescent despair.
"It's a simple concept," Amina was saying as I walked closer, voice steady but on the edge. "Think of electron repulsion. The lone pairs push the bonded atoms down—tetrahedral becomes bent. Just follow VSEPR. You've done this."
Tarik squinted at the worksheet like it had insulted his entire bloodline. "So... the electrons are like... fans at a stadium?"
Adem didn't even glance away from the screen. "What kind of stadium has fans circling like vultures? Maybe she should draw it in crayon."
Amina whipped a straw wrapper at his face. "Shut up, Mr. 97 in chem. Not everyone wants to marry science."
"Never said I wanted to marry it," Adem said. "Just not allergic to critical thinking like some people."
Tarik muttered, "Geometry doesn't belong in chemistry. That's betrayal."
Amina narrowed her eyes. "Tarik. I swear on my mother's life—"
"M-Mine too," I cut in, stepping up to the booth. "If he s-survives the n-night, it'll b-be a mir-miracle."
All three heads turned.
Amina's eyes flicked up to mine—surprised, but only for a second.
Then that smile crept onto her face.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0IbXSPJUp
The one she didn't even know she gave me.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8jwlDJ9eR
The one that always said she missed me, whether she'd admit it or not.
She always lit up when I was around.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfikpNFe6ep
Everyone knew it.
"You came in," she said simply.
"Be-because he d-didn't an-answer," I said, nodding toward Tarik. "A-again."
"He's not ready," Amina said, jabbing a finger at his worksheet.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvUk3rbDLn
"We've got a chem test tomorrow and he still can't tell the difference between sp² and sp³ hybridization. He drew water as linear, Talha. Linear."
Tarik threw his head back. "It has two atoms!"
"It has two lone pairs!" she snapped. "It's bent, genius. VSEPR? We've been over this."
"I'm done," Tarik muttered, sliding the worksheet away like it had personally offended him. "If I don't know it by now, I'm not gonna."
Amina turned to me like I was reinforcements.
"He's being impossible."
I looked at her, then at him. And then—at the worksheet.
It could've been written in another language.
Hell, maybe it was.
Tarik gave me the look—wide-eyed, hopeful, full of fake innocence.
"D-don't ," I warned.
"But I've been sitting here for two hours."
"Then s-sit for one m-more," I said, dropping into the booth across from them. "If sh-she says you're n-not ready, y-you're not rea-dy."
Tarik groaned and thunked his head on the table. "You're supposed to be on my side."
"I a-am," I said. "Th-that's why you're fin-finish-ing the w-worksh-sheet."
Amina smirked, satisfied. Tarik sighed like he was being tortured.
I stared down at the notes again—bond angles, hybrid orbitals, lone pairs marked like landmines—and shook my head.
"I d-don't know wh-what any of th-that m-means," I muttered.
Amina didn't even look up. "Neither does he."
"I hate this family," Tarik muttered.
"You love this family," Amina said, poking his arm without looking up.
"You just hate being held accountable like a functioning human being."
"Same thing," he grumbled, sliding lower in his seat like he was trying to escape the conversation entirely.
"Leg day hit that hard?" Adem asked, giving me a once-over as I stretched out my legs under the table.
I rolled my shoulder and let out a breath.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl33FdCSf1V
"Y-yeah. W-was temp-ted to l-leave Tarik h-here. Let h-him get hum-humbled b-by the st-street dogs."
Tarik didn't look up from his worksheet. "Joke's on you. I am a street dog."
"You're a house cat with delusions," Amina muttered, not even looking up.
Tarik didn't bother arguing. Just stared at the worksheet like it had ruined his life.
"Bet you still had a better night than me," he said, nodding at the paper like it had drawn blood.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwercf7zWDC
"She chucked a book at my head earlier."
"It was a softcover," Amina replied, clearly unbothered.
"It had corners."
"Y-you angry to-today, Mino?" I asked.
She met my gaze—calmer now, but with that familiar spark in her eyes.
"Depends," she said. "Will you finally let me ride your bike this Sunday?"
I laughed—low, automatic.
"Y-you'd crash it in f-five sec-seconds."
She grinned. "So that's a no?"
"Tha-that's a hell n-no."
"Then yeah," she said, sipping her drink. "I'm furious."
The bell over the door chimed.
A group of boys from their school spilled in—loud, half-zipped jackets and half-finished stories. One of them—Nermin—broke off immediately and made a straight line for our table.
Didn't look around. Didn't hesitate.
Just saw her—and came.
"Hey, Amina," he said, all confidence and way too much cologne.
His eyes barely skimmed the rest of us.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyrLZVwUOU
"You coming on the class trip this weekend?"
He leaned on the edge of the booth like he'd done it before.
Like this was a conversation they'd had more than once.
Amina looked up and smiled—sweet, but thin. The kind of smile you give when someone's trying too hard.
"Working on it," she said, tilting her head slightly.
From beside her, Adem's head snapped up like he'd just heard a threat.
"Working on what?"
She didn't miss a beat. "The class trip. I might still go."
"No," he said flatly. "You're not."
Tarik didn't even look up. "We already talked about this. You're coming to Mostar."
"I haven't decided," she said, playful now. Almost daring them to keep pushing.
"Pretty sure we decided for you," Adem muttered, eyes narrowed.
Nermin shifted, finally catching the shift in the room.
"She can come to both, can't she?"
"She can't," Tarik said, finally glancing up. "She'll be busy."
"Doing what?"
"Cheering me on," he said with a smug grin. "Obviously."
Adem didn't even blink.
"Go take a walk, man," he said, voice low and flat, still watching the game like Nermin wasn't even worth turning his head for.
Amina groaned. "You guys are unbelievable."
"We're protective," Tarik said, like it was a badge of honor.
"We're looking out for you," Adem added, voice calm but final.
"You're controlling," she snapped.
None of them argued.
Not even me.
Because they were.
And sometimes, she let them be.
I leaned back, watching them bicker like always.
Couldn't help myself.
"Y-you know wh-what I'm g-gonna say."
Tarik groaned immediately. "Bro—again?"
Amina didn't even look at me. Just sighed into her cup like she'd heard it a hundred times.
"Per-perfect for ea-each-other."
"She's like a sister, man," Tarik muttered.
"Y-yeah," I said. "And y-you're an idi-ot."
Amina shot me a warning look across the table. I ignored it.
"Y-oh think g-girls like her g-grow on tr-trees?"
"I can hear you," she said, sipping her drink without missing a beat.
"Good."
Tarik shook his head. "Just because you think she's perfect for me doesn't mean—"
"It's n-not about wh-what I thi-think," I cut in, voice low. Tired. Sharper than I meant it to be.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJtuuTwMgC
"It's obv-ious. To e-every-one but y-you."
Adem glanced between us, slow. The humor was gone from his face.
"Funny," he said. "I didn't realize we were taking applications for my sister."
Amina turned to him. "Adem—"
He held up his hands. "Just saying. If we're doing arranged marriages, I'd like to be consulted before he volunteers my best friend."
Tarik dropped his pencil and leaned back, giving me a flat look.
"Can you not?" he said. "She's finally getting to the part where I understand things."
I smirked. "Just s-saying—f-for a guy w-who claims he d-doesn't like h-her like th-that, you get r-real Terri-torial."
Tarik raised an eyebrow, slow. Then, without breaking eye contact, he threw an arm around Amina's shoulders.
"She's the sister I never had," he said. "And always wanted."
Amina made a face. "Lucky me."
Tarik grinned. "Damn right."
I leaned back, watching her walk him through another example.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMfiv1uP0n
Her voice had that edge—firm, sharp—but underneath it, there was patience.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lZQgivZLx
Steady. Unshaken.
She believed in him.
More than he ever had in himself.
It was always her. Since they were seven.
Adem and Tarik were solid—brothers in everything but blood.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoezKl4S8o
But it was Amina who made them whole.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRM4zhX67S
Who dragged Tarik to practice when he didn't want to go.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVatBGJqobF
Who sat on the curb with him after every bad grade, every missed shot.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCHLIyjagE
Who convinced the Begovićs to cover his school fees when our parents couldn't.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyW69kqLPy
Who never let him forget he was worth the effort.
Even when he did.
Especially then.
And me?
I was just the older brother who picked him up after.
But even I wasn't immune to her.
She had that way about her—like sunlight cutting through fog.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyvDXdBiUO
Loud, bright, impossible to ignore.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pp7N5Qvq3
Even on the worst days, she made things feel... less heavy.
"You okay?" she asked suddenly.
I looked up. "Y-yeah. Why?"
She tilted her head. "You get quiet when you're tired. But this feels... quieter."
"Just thi-thinking."
"About what?"
I hesitated.
"Don't pull the stutter card," she said, leaning in. "You know I'll wait all night."
That made me smile.
"A-about how luck-y he is," I said finally, nodding toward Tarik—still scribbling like the worksheet might save his life.
She softened. "We missed you last week. You didn't come."
"Busy."
"Liar."
I looked away.
She didn't say anything else.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRSUFP5nyt
She didn't have to.
She always noticed when I disappeared.
Always took it a little harder than the others.
The truth was, sometimes I stayed gone on purpose.
Not because I didn't want to be around them—33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO8ee1xllP
but because I couldn't always stomach how easy they made it look.
Friendship.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibejcLD8rD
Life.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9oXrKKOtg
Peace.
Things that never came quiet in my world.
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This was meant to be harmless.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUHTEv9AZz
Some tutoring, some fries, some light bullying between friends.
And yet here we are:33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJxsXzRtQm
One silent older brother, two bickering soulmates, and Amina holding it all together with sarcasm and snacks.
No one's in love. Definitely not.33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PCzf1Ypyu
Everything is fine.
—Ash&Olive, lying through her teeth33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVXg5ZLz0y
but having a great time doing it
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