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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7PQD3WnQf
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrmXN49bU1
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PI7RS6VPs
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa8p3pKWZe
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Why are you never proud of me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtATPb38lJ
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93NCLIS0M9
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAdLv1oKWT
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qUA5LnKAS
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC5ZvE8dpC
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0TbICDe6F
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFInFsRwxJZ
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkwuR76Sjk
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE1RQu7ZoY
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTHUxaPgxF
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIrWj6m0Gy
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8I3RzdpNo
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lETy3GNM5
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEhHYIFPoW
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsqWcorqBx
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0FN8G4eoA
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtZtskEW4a
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapxND0Pg3x
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw3anCKfAW
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUdMTBS7P6
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyGyTqI6gB
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rRRAeygwF
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I tried to save you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzE9Uhn2sB
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I told everyone what really happened.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoS58fQzHm
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGcj09qSUK
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Was it painful?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXSsSOdJ4t
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I should never have left you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8R7Q140rP
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They told me about your death 15 days later.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWeAfNAxey
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkKjLfppLY
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Was poison really that brutal?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHOD77RSQB
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayLc7lQL36
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I thought I’d see you again.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PuV6VtXWx
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT8HJ8DKoh
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But not my pain?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENds80s0Ih
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bNROrHObs
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIJkvnsSxv
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OdjoBmZK1
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The only memory I have is scolding you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJsaX9IquU
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsqRG38wjg
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw58OecDjf
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One month later, I attempted suicide.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkLF6efuTv
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmggmNVFWX
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Why?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRR0jnjz4d
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrKXJAiqGf
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP21N5HYQ3n
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Why am I falling apart like this?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaf7HmrxER
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELyXKmQlqF
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuckB36pjoc
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People move on.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xliWfaGqi
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Family is not the same for everyone.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfg1EebCYA
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
